brain throw-up

Yes, i am aware that it has been awhile since my last blog. I was going to blog about a month ago, but then I found out that I was put on probation by the vocal department. I didn't feel much like writing anything. And after that time just got away from me. Time is funny like that.
I wish I knew what to write right. Have you ever felt like there is something inside you that wants to get out? but you don't know what it is, and as soon as you pen hits the paper that feeling goes away.

maybe that one-act i wrote in high school really is going to be the only thing of consequence that i write.

My little sister is coming up to school in a month. weird. there is no way she is old enough to be doing that. She suppose to be like 14...when did she grow up?

same with my little brother. He can date now, which should just not happen.

my older sister graduated college and is living with her boyfriend. ( who apparently i should not be surprised if ends up my future brother-in-law)

I can't count how many friends i have that are married or engaged or almost engaged.

For how monotonous my life is, it keeps changing. Maybe thats my issue lately. I feel like everyone around me's life is changing and I'm stuck with my work at mcdonalds and nothing else really. maybe thats why i feel grumpy half the time.

I haven't been sleeping good either. I wish i could fall asleep at night. that'd be great; to be able to fall asleep and stay asleep.

i don't know. this is kinda all i got today.