Going Public

So...I think my blog is about to go public. And that scares me.

I have put a lot of very personal things in here. Some things that I should have probably said to the person, but lacked the courage. But, I don't want to hide any of my feelings. This is my safe place where I can write what I want and I don't have to be right or wrong.

This is the place where you will probably see more of me than anywhere else. And that scares me. I have a hard time letting people in.

I don't put everything on here. I still have my walls and barriers. But I've always been better at writing feelings that at saying them out loud. I've been shut down a lot.

So I guess what I'm saying is...Welcome to my blog. Please be nice. This is hard for me.

And yes, I do know I spelled "building" wrong in the URL.